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The Silent Treatment: Sarah-Louise Young on the trauma and stigma of losing her voice

In her Edinburgh fringe show, the musical theatre performer exposes the pressures faced by singers and reflects on her own vocal healing

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I had always known something wasn’t right with my voice but, like many singers, I assumed it was my fault. For 14 years I’d worked professionally in theatre, hiding the fact that every few months, my voice would completely disappear. Despite steaming my head over bowls of hot water, giving up alcohol and praying to Dr Theatre, as the final curtain fell on each production my melodic soprano would disintegrate into a husky Tom Waits. A few days of silence and it would return. The shame I felt at losing my voice was paralysing. But why?

All performers feel the pressure to deliver. It’s a competitive industry and if you take time off you can be replaced. Singers have always been held to a different kind of scrutiny though. If an athlete sprains their ankle it’s an occupational hazard – we sympathise. But when a singer loses their voice we question their technique, their lifestyle, even their commitment.

The voice is mysterious because, without specialised equipment, we can’t see it. So instead we judge and speculate. We mythologise tragic stars such as Edith Piaf, Judy Garland and Amy Winehouse who seemed to defy the rules, delivering iconic performances through illness, addiction and fatigue. They say the show must go on … but at what cost?

When I was little I sang for pleasure, but over the years it became something I had to get “right”. I lost the joy of connection with my own body. I’d always sung instinctively until I studied for a postgraduate course in musical theatre. From day one I felt as if I didn’t fit. I had some brilliant teachers, but the focus wasn’t on learning about your own authentic sound. Back in the 90s we were being prepared to fill the shoes of an endless round of West End turns, replicating the precise vocal placement of the last person to play that role. So I strived to manipulate my voice into the shape of someone else’s. As a result I spent the best part of my year at drama school on dreaded “voice rest”.

There were always students on voice rest. You knew us by the thick scarves around our necks even in the middle of summer and the doomed looks on our faces – cautionary tales, sitting out rehearsals while others took our places. Had I been sent back then for a laryngoscopy (a tiny camera inserted into the larynx to observe the vocal folds) they would have discovered two soft polyps in residence. Instead I graduated and embarked upon an endless cycle of work, secret collapse and hidden recovery for the next 11 years. I got away with it until one day, I finally lost my voice on stage during a show. I was mortified.

‘I had to stay silent if I ever wanted to work again’ … Sarah-Louise Young.
‘I had to stay silent if I ever wanted to work again’ … Sarah-Louise Young. Photograph: Steve Ullathorne

I saw a specialist and he discovered my cysts which, he thought, had been there since childhood. They were soft, which explained why my issue was sporadic. They often laid low and let my vocal folds vibrate together, hundreds of times a second to create sound. But as soon as I got tired, stressed or ate the wrong food, they would swell up. I would push to make my folds meet, inflaming the cysts further and creating that familiar breathy sound.

The consultant asked me if anything had happened to me in childhood to traumatise my voice, specifically under the age of 10. Suddenly it all made sense.

When I was seven years old I had been sexually attacked in broad daylight. They never caught the man and after the initial distress, I never gave it much thought. But the hand on my mouth, the stifled scream … what the mind forgets, the body remembers.

My consultant and I agreed on self-care and for the next few years it worked. I guested with cabaret megastars Fascinating Aïda, made a BBC radio series with the Showstoppers, left a toxic relationship and gave up my greatest love of all, coffee.

Unfortunately it wasn’t enough. Three years later, performing a show about Julie Andrews for six weeks through bronchitis (the irony was not lost on me), true to form, I finished the run and in walked Tom Waits.

This time the surgeon decided to operate. My cysts had burst and in the end he sliced off less than a millimetre of scar tissue. But it was life changing. Recovery was slow and scary but the result was unquestionable. My voice was healed and singing was, for the first time since childhood, effortless.

I was excited to reveal my new voice to the world but instead industry gatekeepers warned me that if I let anyone know about the surgery I would be perceived as damaged goods. I had to stay silent if I ever wanted to work again. Instead, I spoke to other singers and heard similar stories. We needed to reach out to each other in solidarity not fear.

Eight years on and the world is slowly changing. High profile artists such as Adele going public about their vocal health has helped. Attitudes are beginning to shift. There are many reasons we lose our voices. This happens to be my story but until we feel able to speak up we are all silenced. I hope that in sharing my experience, I can help others to share theirs too.

  • Sarah-Louise Young is a performer, writer and director appearing in The Silent Treatment at Summerhall, Edinburgh, 3-28 August

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Jephte Bastien: The Visionary Filmmaker Behind Exit 67 and The Draft

Whether through his portrayal of gritty urban landscapes or his exploration of the human spirit, Jephte Bastien continues to push the boundaries of cinema. As we await the premiere of The Draft, one thing is certain: Bastien’s journey as a filmmaker is just beginning, and the best is yet to come.

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Jephte Bastien, the award-winning filmmaker renowned for his gripping storytelling and raw cinematic style, is set to captivate audiences once again with his upcoming film, The Draft. Best known for his debut feature film Exit 67, which garnered critical acclaim and won numerous awards, Bastien has established himself as a powerful voice in the world of cinema.

From Haiti to Canada: A Unique Perspective

Born in Haiti and raised in Canada, Jephte Bastien brings a unique perspective to his work, combining the rich cultural heritage of his homeland with the multicultural influences of his upbringing in Montreal. This blend of experiences has given Bastien a distinctive voice in filmmaking, allowing him to explore complex themes of identity, belonging, and the immigrant experience with authenticity and nuance.

Breaking Ground with Exit 67

Bastien burst onto the scene with his first feature film, Exit 67. Released in 2010, the film tells the story of a young man named Jecko, who is caught between the world of street gangs and his desire for a better life. Drawing from his own experiences and the reality of many young immigrants in Montreal, Bastien crafted a gripping narrative that resonated deeply with audiences and critics alike. The film’s success earned Bastien a Genie Award, cementing his status as a filmmaker to watch.

The Draft: A New Chapter

With his latest project, The Draft, Bastien is poised to once again capture the imagination of viewers. While details about the plot remain under wraps, the film promises to explore themes of power, corruption, and the human condition—elements that have become hallmarks of Bastien’s work. Set against a backdrop of political intrigue and moral dilemmas, The Draft is expected to be another compelling addition to Bastien’s filmography.

A Filmmaker with a Mission

Beyond his artistic achievements, Jephte Bastien is a filmmaker with a mission. He aims to tell stories that reflect the realities of marginalized communities and challenge societal norms. His films often delve into difficult subjects, shedding light on issues such as crime, poverty, and the immigrant experience, all while maintaining a deep sense of humanity and hope.

Looking Ahead

As Jephte Bastien prepares for the release of The Draft, anticipation is building among fans and critics alike. With his track record of compelling storytelling and his commitment to exploring important social issues, Bastien is sure to deliver another thought-provoking film that will leave a lasting impact.

Whether through his portrayal of gritty urban landscapes or his exploration of the human spirit, Jephte Bastien continues to push the boundaries of cinema. As we await the premiere of The Draft, one thing is certain: Bastien’s journey as a filmmaker is just beginning, and the best is yet to come.

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“Spark Davidson: The Visionary Behind Montreal’s R&B Revolution”

THIS IS THE TRUE STORY OF SPARK AND HIS HUSTLE THAT NEVER STOPS AND NEVER SLEEPS AS HIS DREAMS BECOME REALITIES AND HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THE BIGGEST HE CAN IMAGINE.

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Spark Davidson, a Montreal-based artist, has made significant contributions to the music industry since launching his professional career in 1995. At the age of 28, Spark began managing multiple music groups, including his own R&B ensemble, “Portfolio,” featuring three of Montreal’s most talented vocalists: Alan Prater, Chris Millington, and Danny Blanco. With his keen eye for talent and innovative management style, Spark quickly established Portfolio as a powerhouse in the R&B scene. Within a year, the group achieved remarkable success, consistently selling out performances and captivating audiences with their soulful harmonies and dynamic stage presence.

Spark’s strategic negotiations for Portfolio’s publishing and recording contracts in both Montreal and Los Angeles further solidified his reputation as a savvy music industry professional. His efforts culminated in the launch of his own music production label, “4indamorning,” which rapidly became a household name in Montreal. Under his guidance, “4indamorning” emerged as a pivotal force in the local music scene, known for its distinctive sound and dedication to nurturing emerging talent.

Beyond his work with Portfolio, Spark Davidson’s influence extended throughout Montreal’s music community. His commitment to innovation and excellence helped elevate the city’s R&B and hip-hop genres, setting a high standard for artistic expression and collaboration. Spark’s ability to fuse traditional R&B elements with contemporary influences showcased his versatility and deep understanding of the evolving music landscape.

Spark’s impact on the music industry is a testament to his passion, creativity, and determination. As a manager, producer, and artist, he has left an indelible mark on Montreal’s music scene, inspiring a new generation of musicians and contributing to the city’s vibrant cultural tapestry. His journey from a rising artist to a respected industry leader is a remarkable achievement, reflecting his dedication to music and his unwavering pursuit of artistic excellence.

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“Charting Success: The Modern Artist’s Guide to Thriving in the Music Industry”

By combining these strategies, artists can navigate the challenges of the music business and build successful, sustainable careers. In a rapidly changing industry, adaptability, creativity, and a strategic mindset are key ingredients for success.

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In the rapidly evolving landscape of the music industry, achieving success requires more than just talent. It demands a strategic approach, adaptability, and a keen understanding of current trends. Here are some key ingredients for artists aiming to thrive in today’s competitive music scene:

1. Develop a Unique Sound and Brand

One of the foundational elements of success in the music industry is cultivating a distinctive sound and brand. Authenticity is crucial; audiences are drawn to artists who are genuine and relatable. Developing a unique musical style that reflects your personality and values can help you stand out in a crowded market. Alongside your sound, creating a strong personal brand—including a memorable stage name, visual aesthetic, and consistent messaging across all platforms—will solidify your identity and attract a loyal fan base.

2. Leverage Digital Platforms

Digital platforms have become essential tools for music distribution and promotion. Streaming services like Spotify, Apple Music, and YouTube provide artists with access to global audiences, allowing them to share their music with fans worldwide. Additionally, social media platforms such as TikTok, Instagram, and Twitter are vital for engaging with fans and promoting new releases. Viral trends on these platforms can propel songs to overnight success, making them invaluable for independent and emerging artists.

3. Engage with Your Audience

Building a strong connection with your audience is essential for long-term success. Interactivity is key—connect with fans through live streams, Q&A sessions, and social media interactions to foster a sense of community around your music. Encourage fan involvement in creative projects, such as remix contests or fan art competitions, to deepen their engagement and loyalty.

4. Utilize Data and Analytics

Data and analytics are powerful tools for understanding your audience and optimizing your strategies. Streaming services and social media platforms provide valuable insights into audience demographics, listening habits, and engagement patterns. By analyzing this data, artists can tailor their marketing efforts, identify successful strategies, and refine their approach to maximize impact.

5. Collaborate and Network

Collaboration and networking are essential components of success in the music industry. Working with other artists, producers, and influencers can help you reach new audiences and create innovative music. Building relationships with industry professionals, attending events, and joining music associations can open doors to new opportunities and expand your network.

6. Create High-Quality Content

Investing in high-quality music production and visual content is crucial for attracting and retaining fans. Professional recording, mixing, and mastering ensure your music is polished and competitive. Additionally, compelling music videos, lyric videos, and behind-the-scenes content can enhance your brand and engage your audience visually.

7. Adapt to Industry Trends

The music industry is constantly changing, and artists must be flexible and open to new trends and technologies. Staying informed about industry developments, such as AI in music production or blockchain for royalties, can give you a competitive edge. Being willing to experiment with new sounds, formats, and promotional strategies can help you stay relevant and innovative.

8. Build a Strong Team

Surrounding yourself with a skilled team is vital for navigating the complexities of the music business. A manager who understands your vision can provide valuable guidance and support. Legal and financial advisors can handle contracts, royalties, and other business aspects, allowing you to focus on your art and creative endeavors.

9. Plan for Live Performances

Live performances are a cornerstone of success in the music industry, offering artists a platform to showcase their talent and connect with fans in real-time. Organizing both in-person and virtual shows can expand your reach and maximize exposure. Strategic touring can also help you grow your audience and build a strong fan base in key markets.

10. Monetize Beyond Music Sales

Diversifying your revenue streams is crucial for financial stability in the music industry. Creating and selling merchandise that reflects your brand can generate additional income and strengthen your connection with fans. Exploring sponsorships and partnerships with brands that align with your image can also provide valuable opportunities for growth and exposure.


By combining these strategies, artists can navigate the challenges of the music business and build successful, sustainable careers. In a rapidly changing industry, adaptability, creativity, and a strategic mindset are key ingredients for success.

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